What the fuck was today all about???

I dealt with arseholes all day and then the last call of the day was one of the best i'd had all month GRRRRRR I think i will just go to sleep tonight and wake up as if it never happened. why did i let myself get angry? and to all the angry fuckers i dealt with today... Im a person not a piece of plastic.

OMG what look is Grettle going for tonight, its a bit Sheryl Crow V Tammy Wynett OMG i am watching big brother.

Ash (right), its something about his cute dummy bloke attitude that draws me in :) and Gaelan (below) looks like a big cat... look at his facial features closely & im sure you will see it.


But again i must say that not one of them seems really really interesting as yet but i find myself watching and commenting like everyone else who says they dont really watch it.


Well now im sitting with my headphones on drowning out every part of today with the Chili Peppers at the moment the song "throw away your television" seems to be summing up where im at at the moment.

The next song that caught my eye was "Naked in the Rain" not for the lyrics of this one but because i have always wanted to have passionate sex in a thunderstorm with that warm summer rain and the raw sounds of nature bursting all around.

The edge of a cliff overlooking the ocean with the dark clouds and lightning, the crest of a mountain or a tropical rain forrest with the trees rustling from the wind... Probably too much information for some people who know me - oh well hehehe

When was the last time you put on a song full of energy and danced to your own beat whilst no-one is there to judge, drawn your mind to the moment and not thought about it, just threw yourself about and not cared. If its been a while or you have never done i would suggest doing it soon... Till next time - big hugs