You ever have one of those days where you just want to tell the world to go ....
Today was just soooo fricken frustrating, i wanted to scream. so much energy is building up at the moment and its exploding all over the place. It is like the world has been simmering in a pressure cooker for so long that its starting to blow its top. I dont know about you, but i feel it as soon as i step outside, i become all blocked and my skin starts to ache.
No matter how i tried to avoid the negative today it sought me out and i allowed myself to be swallowed up but it. Defenses were down and before lunch time my head was ready to explode. I kept focused on smiling and trying to be positive but i dont think it worked, it just seemed to drain me beyone all else. It was not like the people around me were negative today either, it was just this awful feeling, a dense heavy feeling, lethargic and bloated.
I have decided that soon i am going to run a nice hot bath with some epsom salts, essential oils and candles. I shall allow my aches and woes to soak away and then i shall allow the day to drain away down the plug hole when im finished. Ahhhhh just the thought makes me feel lighter... The venting is over!
Breathe darlin' breathe - dont let them get to you - You're so stressed - I hope you're okay - You need a few days off...
ReplyDeleteSeems to me you were concealing it pretty well, I sure didn't pick up what you were feeling. You're doing a good job mate, and not compromising yourself in doing so. I can't think of a better compliment, and I mean it.
ReplyDeleteBoth of you are dear dear people, bless your cotton socks and for that matter the rest of ya wardrobe and body bits hehehe... yes i am totally delerious, bloody ungodly hour trip to the airport.
ReplyDeleteBless... I am ok guys i promise, i thank you for your concerns Mel, I love it that you watch out for me and really appreciate it.
Mr D, you compliment means a lot to me and the e-hug came at a perfect time today mate. Thanks a bunch, your feedback is worth a lot to me.